Are leaving tomorrow. Its our last day together and sadness is hitting me big time. Its funny how a grown adult can cry so much over mom and dad leaving. But, I dont do it in front of them or Megan.
I am having an over all hard time dealing with this. So much goes into it, including being left in the environment I am in.
Mike says all the time that he wants to step away from his family and the toxic negativity that is always around them, but actions speak louder than words and I have a hard time believing that he will. I think he grew up like this and really its all he knows, he doesnt even realize when he does the same thing. They always seek out the negative about people, they thrive on bashing things and people. If it wasnt for bad news there would be no good news. Its always something, or someone. Its a never ending pity party from hell.
Until this week I did not realize how such negativity effects you and changes you. It drains you of any good feelings. It makes you feel 10 times as old and tired as you are.
Now I know if Mike is unwilling to change this, I will have to.
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